The waiting game

The waiting game

I hate waiting.

I don’t consider myself the most proactive person out there or anything, but I would rather be working for my own destiny than waiting for something to happen.

Waiting and waiting and waiting.

I’m sure the anxiety doesn’t help.  I get sick to my stomach.  I get shaky.  I forget out to breathe.  And I agonize.  I agonize over the wait and every little detail.

Tomorrow I find out if I have a job still or not.  Maybe.  How am I supposed to wait for that?

How am I supposed to get over my waiting nerves?  How can I keep my mind off of it?

And what do I do if it’s bad news?