I hate waiting.
I don’t consider myself the most proactive person out there or anything, but I would rather be working for my own destiny than waiting for something to happen.
Waiting and waiting and waiting.
I’m sure the anxiety doesn’t help. I get sick to my stomach. I get shaky. I forget out to breathe. And I agonize. I agonize over the wait and every little detail.
Tomorrow I find out if I have a job still or not. Maybe. How am I supposed to wait for that?
How am I supposed to get over my waiting nerves? How can I keep my mind off of it?
And what do I do if it’s bad news?
